what if everything is actually okay?

What if, actually everything is okay? What if, everything is exactly where and what it is meant to be? 

I KNOW in deep grief and loss - it DOES NOT feel this way - trust me, having gone through the nearly dying from two dogs mauling me and having to heal on my own in the middle of no where with no help around and doing it all on my own (not a badge of honour, just reality) - the grief was deep, longggggg, so fucking painful and I was an angry hot mess for a LONG time from this. I thought I would never get through it, I kept asking God/Spirit/Universe - MY SOUL - wtf am I still doing here and wishing the dogs just took me that day for a LONG time. That is how heavy the grief and darkness was - for a good 18 months after it happened! 

When events happen - it takes a long time to heal - especially from something that you wake up from that you wonder what on Earth you are still doing here or that you are not sure how you ended up HERE and wondering wtf is happening with your life and regretting every turn that led you to this moment. 

Whilst this is ‘not what people recommend you to do’ - coaches, mentors, counsellors - more like - okay, so just move on now - that is not how healing works. 

Healing takes time - ESPECIALLY when you’re dealing with shit on your own and it isn’t a badge of honour for you either - it is just reality sometimes and fuck knows why this is! 

If you’re in the darkest of days - I want you to know - I have been there - more than once. 

I want you to know that I have ridden this wave many times and still have down days today, but they are no where near where they used to be for many reasons which if you follow my work, you’ll learn over time (or book me as your mentor to fast-track your misery! Well, have support so you’re not doing it on your own, I won’t let you by-pass things cause I know long term - this is where happiness lays). 

I want you to know, that you may see me happy, smiling - loving life again - and it is BECAUSE I have walked through these darkest days and come out the other side (full story in my book Ancient Blooded Healer, You’re One of a Kind - you can find it on amazon). 

Getting triggered and sending me in spirals down even worse than where I was currently, but I couldn’t log off or stop scrolling - because social media was my only connection to the outside world during those darkest times in their deepest waves and even though smiling happy, living their best lives coaches, mentors and anyone else I looked up to would trigger the fuck out of me and spiral me down - I COULDN’T STOP LOOKING. 

And now I know why. 

Because my Soul was showing me what life on the other side of this grief, pain, torture that I was feeling in my darkest days, in my lowest of lows not feeling like there was any light at the end of the tunnel and being in my misery more often than not… My soul was showing me and I deep down KNEW that - what they have - I can have too - even though at the time, I was just pissed they were there and I wasn’t because of x-y-z that happened to me along the way. 

The reality IS that during those dark times - I WAS HEALING!!!! 

You’ve heard it before - Healing is dark, messy, tumultuous, never ending and just wtf all the time.

If I wasn’t feeling what I was - it would be still in my subconscious and I would be creating my reality from the subconscious ‘dark’ stuff that was my buried hurt, trauma, pain from the life experiences I went through and be STILL wondering why my life isn’t getting any better. 

What most people won’t tel you is that it takes A LONG TIME TO HEAL. 

You can fast track frequency, light, bio-hacking technologies all you like, but if you ain’t going to feel the deepest grief and raw real emotions from the event - good luck shifting your life out of the same patterns that show up in different places as much as you like to think you have ‘done the work’ by plugging your frequency tech in and shifted that huge traumatic event overnight. It is like a bandaid to the deep stuff. Don’t avoid the deep stuff. 

The reality is - that when you ARE in this ‘dark’ space - you ARE healing… 

You’re healing and shifting the stuff that has been unconscious - because you - whether consciously or subconsciously - chose that you can better, do better, want a better life - for yourself, those around you, the world or all three. 

You’re healing. 

Because you’re shifting out what you don’t want, so you can have and create what you do want without your past/unconscious tripping you up and sabotage you anymore. 

What if, everything is exactly as it is meant to be. 

What if, life is getting better each and everyday, even if it doesn’t feel like it right now?

What if you wake up one day and you feel different - very different and realise you’ve gone through the worst of it? 

What if, your life is perfect the way it is right now and you’re coming into deep acceptance and love of where you are right now? (It’s okay to want more and that is a whole other story - but wanting and desiring more from a place of fullness and love of where you are - rather than lack and hate of where you - two very different vibrations that create from two very different places). 

Even the Healers need healing - its how you do what you do so damn fucking well in your life and people look up to you. 

Let yourself ride the waves - because it comes in waves and know that the tides get further and further apart the more you ride the waves when they come (heal). 

What if, your incredible living your best life dream life IS possible and that you’re doing this - because of that in the first place? 

Remember that. 

And remember this. 

One day, you will realise you are through the worst of it and you can move forward - with love in your heart of where you are because this is who you are and now… you get to live your best life - with love in your heart. 

That, is what I am here reminding you of and why you can’t look away. 

Remember, if I can do it, so can you. 

Love, Hannah
The Life Purpose Queen 👑

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